You say they are not representative. This is my life. I'm always engaged. I don't complain about it because I hate people who complain about it, but I'm not walking the street in the way you can walk the street. I walk down the street and people go “Hey you.” I miss walking down the street just like you are walking down the street. I miss it, but it will never come back. So I'll deal with it. Most people, I'm fine. Some people have had an epic experience. But my percentage is no different from your percentage. If you meet 100 people, I will meet a thousand. Of your 100, 75 of those are a bit unforgettable, right? Probably 80. Then there's something great, then there's just a handful that's uncomfortable and miserable. I have the same number. There are so many more.
Since you can't walk the street anonymously, how did you think about how you would manage it? It's an ongoing process. I was 20 minutes ago and now I'm not the same person, so I'm not like I'd thought of it. i haven't. You can have a different perspective on it. You can hide from people. I walked down the street wearing a hat over my head and wearing glasses on my eyes. I loved Covid.
Because there's a chance you might disappear? Because I was able to walk down the street with a mask on my face. It was amazing. But I'm in all sorts of ways about it, and it's ongoing development. I was spending so much energy. People will say, “Can I take a picture of you?” And I think “It would be like a butt like, 'Can I take a picture of you?' It's absolutely useless. But I wasted so much time, and made it acceptance in my stupid words, and tried to make life more like I like it. What a screw head. So now, what I make a living is taking photos of my cell phone. I'm not an actor. I'm a donkey who gets photographed with people who don't know how to operate my phone camera. That's what I do all day long. I don't regret it. I don't entit it. This is what I do, it's so simple and I've found myself wasting the energy to resist it. It was just crazy and when it finally hit me, I went: Ah, my god, what a jerk. Why was he jerk for so long? (Murray sheds tears.)
Have you found a way to gain fulfillment from this new job you have? You again cried. I wasn't going to touch the nerves. It's not that fulfilling. I've become quite good at it. Most people realize that they know how skilled I am on the other hand. “Oh, my god. How did you do that?” Well, I've done it thousands of times, so that's how I got it. He's like a guy who repairs pipes and gets his specialty. (Heavy sigh.) This is six hours.
We're almost done. What you said about you being a different person than before – are we doing something here?
